Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Spin Me Right Round, Baby Right Round...

Thank you for all of your support during this time! It's been a pretty emotional week since my aunt passed and then we got the house. It's crazy how life can be so dull and then all the sudden something horrible or wonderful (in my case, both) happens and it kind of spins you around and makes you dizzy.

I was trying to figure out whether I could make it to her funeral this weekend. I decided that with the house stuff going on at the same time and also trying to figure out what to do with Jexi and trying to get Michael to take a day off of work to be with me for the trip, it just seemed seem impossible. I really hope the family understands that I wanted to be there but things are just preventing me from being able to right now.

Maybe I can make it up there for our yearly New Years festivities (that I didn't make it to last year because of work). It's going to be hard to have to face the fact that my aunt won't be there anymore. For right now, I can pretend she is still there and it gets me through the heartbreak. Probably not the healthiest thing to do, but it's how I am dealing with it. Strange things with my anxiety have been happening and I just know that my body is trying to deal with all the stress.

On a lighter note, Michaels brother Jason is in town with his wife Jocelyn! They came with us to see the house on Sunday and tonight we are going out to dinner with them. Yay! We can definitely use a good time!

Don't forget to enter my giveaway if you haven't already! I'm picking the winner tomorrow!

6 comments :

scargosun said...

So sorry to hear about your aunt. She probably would understand that you could not go. Hope you can destress soon.

Vic said...

IT'S ALWAYS AN EMOTIONAL WRECK. THE FAMILY WILL UNDERSTAND YOUR NEEDS:) AS FAR AS THE HOUSE GOES, IT'S AN EVEN MORE STRESSFUL TIME TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING IN PLACE...IT'LL BE GOOD TO GO SOON:)

ENJOY THE DINNER AND FRIENDS!

XOXO

Annie said...

You have a LOT going on right now girl...hang in there!!

Amanda said...

Praying your family understands. I know while we are in Peru there will probably be weddings/funerals/parties and lots more that we will miss. I hate it, but I completely understand too much going on. YOUR family is first.

Glad you have something fun to look forward to! Enjoy dinner!

REALLY excited about the giveaway! Good luck all!

Misty Michelle said...

Hope you are doing okay through this rough time!

Thoughts are with you and your family!

Brittany said...

I am so sorry to hear about your aunt. (did I miss that?!)

sending you big hugs!

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