Staying True To Myself

I've noticed a pattern with my blog.

When I write happy, upbeat, good news type posts- you seem  interested and have things to say.

When I write real life, not so happy things- I hear crickets!

But that's okay, because this blog is really just for me.

I write as an outlet, a way to get my thoughts out there.

Someday I will put my blog posts together into a book, like a journal.

It's a way to make sure that these days will be remembered.

I get caught up in the excitement of comments.

Sometimes, I feel like I am back in junior high.

I long to be accepted, loved, and popular.

I see others have tons of comments and followers.

And I can't help but want a piece of that too.

But then I snap out of it and back into reality.

 I remember why I started this blog in the first place.

So, I will continue to write my blog.

I will write the good, the bad, and the ugly.

I will be myself, and I will say what I want to say.